Hi everyone
To be honest I'm almost decided to close this account, not because something bad thank goodness but... half year without being here is... something o_o
The thing is... I'm happier than before, well I'm still sad because the world and I hate everything but I can smile now, because finally I took a decision that I'm proud of, I mean all my decisions from before just keep me sinking in the same hole over and over again, but not now.
When I left my house and left my... family almost 5 years ago I thought I could feel better... well I did but after sometime everything went from bad to worse, starting 2013 with my family problems, all through 2016, the worst year I had until I lost my patience... again. I was losing everything, everyone and one more day there could kill me, that's why I decided to leave that old apartment, so now I'm living in another one, a bigger and better one, where now I don't give a damn about the people that don't care about me and what I feel, what I do and what I think, I'm just here now, starting again from zero and working like I never did before.
This doesn't mean that I'll be stuck here again, this time I'll use this opportunity to change lot of things, to get ready to finally leave this horrible country, where I can't find my place to be, or people that I want to know and trust me, I'm leaving because most of the poeple here don't care about grow up or they just give up so easily, and I don't want to do any of that again.
So I'm feeling good now, great even because I'm working like I never did before, I also started my comic Stars Rain already so I just hope to go up every day from now on, all because I'm hitting my 30's now... damn.
So basically I'm happy, not as happy as I want to be but happy because I'll start a new cycle with a couple of projects going on, working a lot and getting ready for new things, for now I want to say... I'm proud of this decision, to keep drawing and left all that garbage behind that just made my life a mess.
So as you can see everyone, I'm not dead... I almost was dead but nop, I'm here and I really want to upload something to this gallery... but lot of work and projects are in my list now so I'll move to that first, If I'm lucky I'll throw something here
So thanks If you're still here watching this and well I'll just keep moving forward, drawing a lot and move to a new level, where more people can watch my art and well... I'll try to be happy again now that I have new chances, thanks everyone, thanks life for not giving up on me and remember everyone, be happy, keep moving forward and see you next time on another journal
Have a nice day!